what a not good day...

Wenesday, 27 May 2009
9:42 PM Jakarta's Time

what a not pleasant day...
It makes me angry all the time...(the effect of PMS :X)

First...It's about my lecturer at campus...
2 classes were canceled...
actually I should be happy ...but I'm not...
It's annoyed me...
why the lecturer always canceled his classes recently...
and I have to take the substitution classes on my holiday ... damn
It's their fault why I suppose to be the one who take the effect...
damn damn damn... I am so angry...

second is about Fat people discrimination...
I'm one of them...I felt a lot more of discrimination than I am now...
even It still happens to me sometimes...
I feel (especially to men) so disappointed ... I'm looking down at people who looking down at fat people...I think they are so rough and they don't deserve to be respect,no feeling...Hate them... A LOT...

Third is about ...
I can't tell you what is about...
but I just want to tell someone ...
stop it... enough of you....
stop being the spotlight....
sorry...

So it's quite a not pleasant day for me...
hopefully I can write a happy post next time...
what a day -.-

~JoW

It's meeee...

it's sunday 24 May 2009
9:05 pm Jakarta's Time

suddenly when I looked at the photo...
A question pop up in my head...
can I forget someone I liked ?
for me...it's so hard forgetting someone I like...
and I don't know why...
I'm curious why some people can easily forget someone that he/she liked before...?

every I start to fall for someone...
I become scared...If he doesn't feels the same way to me...can I forget him ?
so ... now I become more carefully each time I get interest in someone...
hehehe...just take it easy (my heart says to me ^ ^)

well...have you ever dream of having a life just like in drama ?
well I have ...I think it's very interesting to have a life like a drama ...
because I think it's so colorful and all the obstacles happen will make the first role's love stronger...
and of course...happy ending... ^ ^

I wanna have my love story just like a love story drama or movies...haha
maybe I suppose to be an actress so I can feel how to life like in a drama...
wakaka...*crazy mind*

One thing before I go to sleep...
just remember that you are deserve to be loved...
I like these sentence...
It change the way I think ...

sign out...
Joce ^^

Nitez...

Huaaa
It's been a while...

Hm...currently listening to Diana Krall's songs...
I love her songs...make me calm...

2 days ago it's my birthday...
turning 20...
being 20 years old...
I hope I can be wiser and more mature...
and have a boyfriend wakakaka...

I have a big plan for my life...
but It's need a long time and a big effort...
I wish I can make it someday...

hm...
gw bingung kadang gw itu mempermasalahkan hal-hal kecil...
hahaha...mungkin karena gw terlalu sensitif...
wakakaka...

hadu lagi ga jelas neh...
ngantuk pula jadi eror gini...
haha...

Hari ini berjalan dengan lancar...
seperti biasa la...kulia...
bosen kulia mulu...mala gw ga ahli dalam nih bidang...
jadi males ngejalaninnya...
I wish I can have another opportunity to make my dream come true...
unfortunately...it's too late now...
" It's ok" I always tell it to myself...
but sometimes...at my hard time, I cry...a lot...regret it...
It's my destiny...
I cheer myself...God has a big plan for me...
don't regret what I've done or decided...every hardwork has its prize...

hm I'm confuse with some of my friends...
they say they know me well...but actually they don't know me anything at all...
and even they don't notice me...
haya...ckckck...geleng2 aja d...haha

Love my best frenz...they are the best
Nissia,Beatrice,Yuliana,Agnes,Khanti,Yulianti,Iveta...

thx ...frenz...alwaystherewhenIneedyou